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1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

Ten things about me
~ I love drawing
~ I love video games, even though I may not play much when a good game comes around I get very deep into it
~ I like mixing tuna in with my macaroni and cheese sometimes
~ I enjoy spending time with friends in coffee shops.
~ I love to drive, even if it is for no reason, I just love driving
~ I sleep with stuffed animals... get over it
~ I am a coffee and caffine addict. I will go out of my way just to get a mountain dew (or caffinated drink)
~ I love chocolate.. nuff said
~ I am a very big cuddler
~ I like talking to people and making new friends


TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
1. So... quit changing due dates!! I need to turn this english paper in, and I CANT when you keep changing the fucking DUE DATES!!
2. Why do you never return my phone calls? We have been best friends since we where 5 years old and you dont have time to at least text me, yet you go out and answer all your other friends... I need you right now and you wont even pick up your damn phone.
3. I wish I could talk to you about my depression, I should be able to trust you and talk to you about anything, but whenever we get into a serious discussion it ends in arguments. It has gotten worse over the past few months.. I'm not suicidal yet but if I cant talk to someone like you soon, who knows where I might be.
4. WHAT!? HEY, it is NOT my fault that you cannot handle the awsomeness of the magnum! Then use the chaingun! I dont care if the accuracy sucks, at least you will quit dying.
5. I need your help... i need your help ey ey EY!! Hey idiot the executioner was BEHIND you, now I get to go save your sorry ass AGAIN, when I am the one who needs HELP. Damn... (number 4) can play a better game than you.. hey (number 4) get over here I need your help.
6. I wish you would get online more often, I really need to talk to you about a few things...
7. I wish I could talk to you, but I am scared too. It isnt because I dont trust you because I do, its because I am afraid of what you might think or feel. You have always been a good person to talk to, but I have been holding back alot.
8. I wanna say so much.. but I cant because it means nothing. Nothing of how I feel or say means anything, because what is the point of saying anything if nothing is going to go anywhere? Sometimes meaningless talks are good, but when it comes to this, maybe some things are better left unsaid unless they will change things.
9. So... excited about your car yet?
10. I am not perfect... god knows I am far from it. I tried to be a good friend, but all you saw was a depressed sick little boy, and never ever saw through that! You never saw the good in me, and what I can do. I have done many things for you, and you told me I could vent if I needed too. The first time I needed you the most you walked away. You are just like the rest...


EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Be yourself. I will be myself, so I expect you to do the same.
2. Buy me a coffee once in a while, I will return the favor I promise.
3. Talk to me. I like talking, even though I am extremely shy.
4. If you notice that I am feeling down, say something. I dont normally come out with what I am feeling, but if I notice that you notice, it means alot.
5. Be patient.. I have trouble communicating every now and then but it will get better.
6. Please, don't argue when I start venting my feelings.
7. If you need to talk to me about anything, please speak up. If it is about me, then I will listen. I wont bite, and I wont judge.
8. Hugs... I love hugs, especially when I am feeling my worst. Having me know that everything will be ok is the best thing to do, even if I reject it.


SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
"I need to buy that damn RE5 Game..."
"I need to draw... but what?"
"Am I passing my classes?"
"I need another can of mountain dew."
"Lets go pick on my bro again >"
"What is on TV at this hour..."
"I need food...*searches*"


FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:
Annelies
Sabrina
Grandparents
Courtnie
The little amount of friends I have that I love


FIVE songs that you listen to often lately:
How About You-Staind
Intro-Staind
This is It-Staind
Forget it-Breaking Benjamin
Rush-Darude


This helped release some pressure on my head...